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well...fuck.I wass reading my friends journal the other day and heres what it had to say....

July 18
my views on punk.

today the punk scene is just made up of uniform-grabbing, watered down kids who completely copy eachother and who lust over those legends about having a fuck-off attitude. it is no longer an insult to be a punk,in fact,now it's cool. the glossy, punkrock image you (and face it american pop culture) drool over.... the contests about who is the most "real"....the exclusive "clubs" where only "real" punkrockers belong.the vows never sell out. they make you feel pretty good about yourself,dont they, they make you feel like you really raised a middle finger to society.well, it seems like you bought into it.im done rambling about my views. get a job. good bye.

Crust Punks

Being a "crust punk" has to be one of the biggest oxymorons ever.why you ask? because punk started out as a group that hated hippies. they would revolt against them.just fucking hated them.as we all know hippies are narrow minded drug adicts that dont shower for days and just dont care about how they look. BUT thats basically the same definition as a crust punk. so why be like something that your suposed to be against? makes absolutely no sense. when i was at staples, there was a kid there with his studded/patched up leather jacket,spiked hair,docs,bondage pants etc. he had to be about my age. he came up to me and said that i caught his eye so he wanted to give me some stickers for his band. so i was like ".......umm yea ok."afterwards he got in some fight with someone that said something about his appearance and he replied "i dont care how i look".well buddy, you may of looked cool but i have some news. if you didnt care what you looked like you wouldnt of used 4358937935 hours and 2349875987363 dollars on that jacket of yours.plus the 25 dollars for your hair gel and your 120 dollar boots. so yea its great you want to stand out but dont deny that your screaming for attention.because you are. we all do.Nick Blinko is coming to town. if you know who he is i'd most likely love you. no one listens to good punk music anymore so i doubt anyone reading this will have a clue unless i've already explained it to you. that is all, jolene.
p.s eh yea you can call me a fag. i listen to anarcho but im against anarchy and i listen to crust yet i hate the concept of being a crust punk. eh fuck it.music is music unless it sucks.the unseen blow as well.mellow dramatic sons of a gun.

July 17

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well i got leopard pants today. yea im a badass, blow me.AND yes i know leopard pants are overly cliche but i dont care.i called my mum a cunt today in target.she laughed.i jumped on my trampoline and i almost fell off...again. i was picking up dog poop and i found out that the ants like to live in it.kelsie comes in 2 days. hip hip hoora.well i've finally found some good bands and ditched the stupid fucked up ones like rancid,distillers,operation ivy,transplants,anti-flag and all the other mainstream bulllshit out there. YES i called distillers and rancid mainstream.sue me. the distillers wouldnt have gotten anywhere if brody wasnt so god damn gorgeous.she cant sing worth shit. it's just because she's pretty that they get attention.well fuck that.and i mean tim armstrong is just a major cockbite. first of all he's sueing a club down here just because he played a shitty show, he sings like he's been shooting lines of heroin all day and he's not very good at guitar.eh lars sucks too for that matter. fuck him.Rancid had an amazing bass player but other than that they were nothing special. so fuck all you people that go around sporting your rancid rules t-shirt. go pop in a good fucking album like fleas and lice or bristles. dont sit around in your room shaving your hair off listening to "time bomb". that doesnt make you hardcore.i mean fuck that mohawks arnt even worth it anymore. mohawks used to be kind of a "back off i hate you"type of hairdue but now everyone has a fucking mohawk.bleh fcuk all of it.and yes i know, i used to be one of those people.but i've finally started to open my eyes and i've found out alot more. ha geez i was pathetic.

Well yes she is one of the most interesting people to read from. She moved down to texas from wisconsin about a year ago and we still keep in touch with each other and the distillers are one of my favorite bands and she has no fucking right to go and say tim armstrong is a horrible guitar play listen to some of her anarcho punk for a bit and you cant fucking tell me that they are good guitar plays fucking come on jolene open your eyes you dont make anymore sense than that kid in staples.
Ani pisses me off so goddamn much shes annoying and obnoxious and fucking pathetic. Everything she listend to is because of me. It's sad how she cant follow her own path.
The other day i lied and snuck out to go to Appleton with Ted,Joleen(DIFFrent), Tim, And Heather BOhowiak. And ani tagged along with us...the maggot she is. HEather is from appleton and the ted and jolene are from Iola,. Tim is from greenville and they all are a bunch of self humiliating idiots. We ended up in the mall and they talked about how much they were disturbed my the preps and that they were so fucking stuck up but yet they would go into there territory and be dick to them ...what the fuck. Heather is the only one that was any fun she histarically screamed and cryed about how people were calling her fat and it was only cuz shes white and it was quite funny. Then i witnessed some kid with down syndrome fall out of a chair that was quite amusing. I was very annoy that day and all i did was wear my oversized sunglasses and smoke cigarettes. Oh yes and act conceeded and sophisticated.
to me i like any music that appeals to me i dont give a fuck what genere it is i just lean toward likeing punk rock and oi! And some mainstream punk...whatever intrestes me. Unlikejolene where oh i only like anarcho and crust punks balh blah blha...shit
I want to write a song...

BRAINWASHING
"Just as most soldiers believe bullets will hit only others, not themselves, most citizens like to think that their own minds and thought processes are invulnerable. 'Other people can be manipulated, but not me,' they declare." --

I wont allow myself to become a puppet of that criminal they call a president!!!!!!
they change the way you think and feel
branwashing brainwashing
were living under a dictating military for real!
brainwashing brainwashing
they inplant subliminal message thought there actions
brainwashing brainwashing
all this shit is just part of our dissatisfaction.

When did freedom become slavey
why are we ignorant not strong
what happed to peace through all these wars?
When did freedom become slavey
why are we ignorant not strong
what happed to peace through all these wars?

your reformation is happining slow but sure
brainwashing brainwashing
it wont last long your not that fucking secure!


When did freedom become slavey
why are we ignorant not strong
what happed to peace through all these wars?
When did freedom become slavey
why are we ignorant not strong
what happed to peace through all these wars?

WOW that was fun...i enjoy writing but i just neve seem to get them to sound quiet right my dream is to be a guitarist for a band....damn that would kick ass...i want a band now but no one is this lonly old shitty small town knows how do do anything but work at factorys i feel so fucking isolatied from the real world of big cities where i wish i could be...but and im held down by this shitty little town named new london! FUCK OFF!